you made me cry,you tore me apart,you left me in tears,you've shattered my heart,it wasn't your fault,i guess it was me, as for love can't be forced, maybe, i'm not perfect to be yours, or perhaps we weren't meant to be together, it still doesn't help, now that i knew, because for some reasons, my heart won't let go of you. i thought love was joy but i've got nothing to gain, just sorrows, tears, and more. the day the pain started reality came too, it was the day i realized, you didn't treat this relationship as one. or maybe you're just playing around, i can't believe anything that you said on 9.35pm that message. what happen to you? lasttyme it use to be bright, laughter, & so on. end up? is ended. I thought you would be my lastlove, but i thought it wrongly, Trust, love, and faith all thrown back in my face, i'm such a fucking disgrace.you dont deserve the comfort of my love, & i didn't deserved to be punched,pushed, or shoved. did i even mean anything to you? Or was i'm just a toy for you to subdue? i doesn't know who i am right now, when i really look in the mirror i can't understand what and who i see. you've sent me back to the way i use to be. i didn't slit for you is just that i promise fucking alot people not to. If i didn't promise them, i will. i just feel like i wants to be dead. i'm disturbing your life? from asking you not to do this & that? i know, i'm sorry, for being so ..
sorry i'm not perfect for you . 1week? 1month? 1year? i'll still wait for you. iloveyou.
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